YAY, It New Year of 2009!
Doubtlessly, I have been studying in Moscow for a year and a half. So what? – you might ask. Well, the best part is that I realised I did grow in my inner side. Internal organs, bones and “brain” perhaps? LOL, what I am trying to say is my spiritual and mental development.
I’ve learnt a lot about life. Life is so precious and irreplaceable – as it never come again. Life is always filled with hopes- upturns that bring back the confidence and happiness to you in a moment. Nevertheless, life is also filled with disappointments, sadness and griefs-whenever you feel that you were betrayed by your most trustful friends, hurt by the ridiculous rumors spread like fire in the wind among your circle of your friends. And in times, I would think whether life is like a drama, in which you would be an actor out there and then you would be hiding yourself in the room thinking of the regret things that you’ve made in the “drama”.
I always think that challenges and difficulties will eventually help me to grow. Perhaps my early life was like a smooth sailing boat in the sea, and when the time came for me to be all on my own(ie. in Moscow), I felt useless and had to depend on my friends to settle down things. And that was when I was so vulnerable to be hurt, to be betrayed and easy to trust in people. And that happened for the last whole year. Frankly, I’d never thought before that my life could fall into such bad times. However, I guess they were all blessing in disguise. They were the reasons, the courage, the forces that change me into a new person-a guy who devoted himself in becoming a person who are willing to help others in need with all his skills, person who has a long life goals to be achieved and a student who are able to stand on his own feet finally!
I must really thank to those who appear in my life because they are the ones who directly or indirectly become the mold in shaping who I am now.
THANK YOU!!
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